Dr. Seuss said:

Today is your day, your mountain is waiting, so get on your way~ Dr. Seuss ~

Monday, September 14, 2020

2020 - The year of the Elephant

Yes,  2020, to me, felt like the year of the Elephant.

elephant | Description, Habitat, Scientific Names, Weight, & Facts |  Britannica

2020 has been a powerful year, as powerful as an elephant.

First we had to deal with the totally new concept of lockdown.  Caged, like a circus elephant.

Those first few weeks felt like a holiday, but then the guilt set in about how we are able to have a holiday in March.  It just didn't feel right.

Then the realisation that there would be no income..and the bills  weren't taking a holiday.  That felt like facing a charging elephant.

The following weeks was a condensed 24 months gestation period.  We had to huddle and make plans, be creative and birth plans about how to keep our heads above water.  There were no fast and easy solutions..it was a painful process of giving birth to financial survival strategies. The financial burden became so heavy that it felt like an elephant sat on us.  

We had choice, are we going to be swept away by this river of negativity or be brave and wade through the river.. Then, a solution came.  We raised our trunks into the air and breathed deeply, while wading through a very deep river.  We still haven't finished crossing the river, but we're still breathing deeply and the river bank is in sight. That vegetation on that river bank is green and lush.  We finally have hope and a future.  What will carry us through are our power elephant legs and a hunger to succeed.

All and all, 2020 has been the worst and best year.  To new beginnings and a future!


Sunday, November 24, 2019

I finally met Mr. M.

Referring to my post of 17 October 2015, I can finally say that I met Mr. M,  our kind host of that wonderful weekend. 
It was 18 April 2017..
You will not believe where I met him. 
In the queue at the licensing office.  I gave him one of my hearts and we had a 
great conversation. 
I helped him with his cellphone. 
I tried to be witty and wise because if you are not built like a perfect ten, you have to lean
heavily on all your other virtues.. 

17 June 2017 at the air show we had another chance encounter, and he came over to tell me
that he put my heart up on his "coffee station" at home. 

Two and a half years later, I doubt we'll have any chance encounters after we moved out of the 
Eastern Cape, but hope prevails.


Tuesday, October 24, 2017

Prayer Burden

Carrying A Prayer Burden By Wesley L. Duewel A prayer burden is a spiritual concern on the heart of God that is imparted by the Holy Spirit to someone whose intercession the Holy Spirit desires to use. Jesus has been interceding for this need, and now the Spirit needs you to join with the intercession of Jesus. It is a specially sacred level of prayer intensity and prayer responsibility. It is always a special trust committed to you from the Lord, a special call of the Spirit for faithful intercession. It is an indication of the Spirit’s priority for you. 1. Prayer burden is a spiritual concern. It is an unselfish concern for the Lord’s will in a person or situation. It is a desire for God’s mercy and help and for that which is highest and best. The concern weighs down upon the praying person, causing that one to pray as much as possible for the need. It shares with the praying person the same compassion and desire that God has. 2. Prayer burden is God-given. Its source is not natural sympathy, emotion, or preference. It is not something worked up by long or loud praying. It is not the result of psychological manipulation or mass psychology. While it may spread from one person to another, it does so primarily among those deeply spiritual, deeply committed, and deeply involved in intercession. A burden that is primarily emotional will be superficial and will yield no lasting spiritual results. It is a burden born in the heart of God, which indicates it is a valid part of Christ’s intercession, and it is conveyed to you by the Spirit’s guidance and touch. 3. Prayer burden is very personal. Others may or may not share your vision, burden, or concern. But if it is something that God puts specially on you, you are the one responsible to intercede. It is a commitment between you and the Lord. You must bear the burden for the need on behalf of the Lord--or, more accurately, in intercessory partnership with the Lord. It begins in a hidden way privately in your own heart. Prayer burden will be carried primarily before the Lord in the secret place. No one can fully know the depth of concern the Lord places upon your heart. The burden perhaps will rest so heavily on you that others will sense that something is resting heavily on you. Nehemiah carried such a burden (Neh. 2:2-3). It may be that others will sense it from the depth of your praying if you mention this particular need during your public prayer. It is not wrong if others begin to discern it, but you should not be sharing your concern widely unless you are specially led by the Spirit to do so (Matt. 6:16-18). It is a sacred secret trust you have received from the Lord. 4. Prayer burden may move you very deeply. When the Lord places the burden upon you heavily, it literally weighs upon your heart. The more fully you identify with the need, the more deeply you will feel it. It may include an ever deeper God-given agape love for the ones involved in the need. It may involve a sense of foreboding danger or holy concern, lest God’s will be missed or be unfulfilled. You will notice that the more deeply the burden moves you, the more powerfully it involves your whole being. When you are almost totally absorbed and possessed by a burden that continues for a matter of hours or days, you may lose your desire for food and sleep. You may be moved to very sincere and expressive tears (Psa. 42:3), which can be a very powerful plea to God (56:8). God is moved by the depth of desire manifested in sincere tears (2 Kings 20:5; Psa. 126:5). 5. Prayer burden makes you responsible. A Spirit-given burden is a special mandate from the Lord. You may be the only one to whom the Spirit assigns this prayer burden. Or perhaps your earnest prayer is needed to be added in unity to the intercession being made by a number of others to whom God gives the same prayer burden. Christian biography and history record thousands of examples of how God worked, saved, blessed, protected, healed, sent revival, or gave other outstanding answers to prayer when someone was faithful to such prayer burden, such a call and mandate from the Lord. Often later evidence proves that the prayer was needed at the exact time when the Spirit called to this intercession by giving the prayer burden. If God works so mightily at the exact time someone is faithful to a prayer burden given by God, what happens if the person fails to pray? Will we be shocked in eternity at the victories that were not won, the people who did not yield to God, or the great or potential answers to prayer that were never received because we or someone else were not faithful to the prayer burden God tried to give us? How to Carry a Prayer Burden 1. GIVE AS IMMEDIATE attention as possible to the burden. Sudden prayer burdens are God’s SOS call for your help. If at all possible, interrupt what you are doing and pray at once for the need God places upon you. 2. Concentrate primarily on this one burden. If possible, get alone where you will not be interrupted in your intercession. If the prayer burden continues through mealtime, add fasting to your prayer. If you are praying for a period of hours, have pen and paper with you to write down any steps to which God guides you to help answer your prayer or to recruit the intercession of others. Also write down any thoughts that come to your mind that you do not want to lose or duties connected with your normal life that you do not want to forget. Prolonged prayer times often release our mind to very creative thought, but we do not want to be diverted from the prayer burden God is giving us. Because you free your mind from other things, you may recollect important items. Jot them down so you can immediately get back to your primary intercession. 3. Hold on in prayer until God lifts the burden. If you cannot give sufficient time to prayer at the time, pray as much as you can and then resume your prayer concerning it as soon as you can free yourself for concentrated intercession. If it is a prayer burden that God has been increasingly placing upon you for a period of time, seize every opportunity to pray additionally for this burden--whether for a matter of minutes or, if possible, a period of hours. If the burden continues for a period of days or longer, there will be intervening periods of hours or days when God will let you rest from your burden and carry out your other duties. But then again at prayer times, free moments, or when you set apart specific time for this purpose, He will restore the burden to you and let you take advance prayer steps or amass additional prayer in His presence until God gives the breakthrough and the prayer is answered. 4. In prolonged prayer burden, God may lead you to enlist the prayer of others. Not all prayer burdens are of a nature that should be shared. Trust God to guide you in this matter. In the case of prayer burdens of a more general nature, such as revival in the church, healing of a nonconfidential illness, deliverance of someone from demon power, drugs, or similar entrenched need, it may please God for you to mobilize the prayers of spiritually perceptive intercessors that you know can stand heart and soul with you in this intercession. Many Christians may not be spiritually prepared for serious intercession and prayer battles. They may be marked more by lack of faith than by faith. Let God guide you in how widely you share the need. Quoted from Mighty Prevailing Prayer by Wesley L. Duewel. Copyright 1990. Used by permission of the Duewel Literature Trust, Inc., Greenwood, Indiana. Dr. Duewel’s books may be purchased by calling (317) 881-6751 Ext. 361. Print Article Display another article?

Tuesday, August 29, 2017

What I have read in 2016

Die afreis van Abel Lotz – Chris Karsten

Die rooi sirkel – Maria Verheij

Die Sluipmoordenaars - Tim LaHaye & Jerry B. Jenkins (6) WG

Die Skuilplek – Corrie ten Boom

Die Inwoning - Tim LaHaye & Jerry B. Jenkins (7) WG

Angels Fall – Nora Roberts

Suurlemoen – Jaco Jacobs

Die Merk - Tim LaHaye & Jerry B. Jenkins (8) WG

Die Portier – Pat Stamatelos

Bloed op haar hande (Vroue agter tralies) – Carla van der Spuy

Dossier van ‘n Gyseling – Eleanor Baker

Koms van die engel – Frieda de Villiers

The Choice – Elizabeth Robertson Campbell

Tik – Piet Steyn

Friday, November 25, 2016

Afskeid

Voel vanaand lekker melancholies.  Soveel mense en dinge waarvoor ek totsiens moes sĂȘ.  Afskeid neem.  Ek weet mens kan nie vashou aan alles nie, en dat die toekoms weer goeie mense en dinge sal bring, maar vir die oomblik is ek sommer net hartseer.

Het onlangs hierdie ene van Johannes Kerkorrel ontdek.  Lief dit. 


As ek jou kon vertel
As ek jou net kon laat sien
Sou ek 'n skilder opdrag gee
Om 'n prent vir jou te verf
En as hy eindelik klaarmaak
As hy sy meesterstuk voltooi
Sou jy weet, jy sou weet
As jy teen die tyd nog vergeet
Hoe ek voel, hoe ek voel
Oor jou

As ek jou net kon laat sien
As ek jou net kon laat lees
Sou ek 'n faxmasjien gaan huur
En gedigte vir jou stuur
En as jy anderkant dit kry
As jy dit uithaal en jy kyk
Sou jy weet, jy sou weet
As jy teen die tyd nog vergeet
Hoe ek voel, hoe ek voel
Oor jou

As ek jou net kon laat lees
As ek jou net kon laat hoor
Sou ek 'n koor na jou toe stuur
Serenade in die laatnaguur
En as jy wakker word een aand
En jou vensters staan wyd oop
Sou jy weet, jy sou weet
As jy teen die tijd nog vergeet
Hoe ek voel, hoe ek voel
Oor jou

Jy sou weet
Jy sou dit weet
Jy sou dit weet
Jy sou dit weet


Wednesday, May 25, 2016

Karl Jenkins - Palladio

Luister net hierna!

Is die nie net die mooiste stuk musiek wat jy al gehoor het nie! Ek dink ek het dit die eerste keer op die orrel gehoor.  Kan nie onthou wie dit gespeel het nie, vermoed dit was Ockie Vermeulen, maar kry nie nou die video nie.  Hierdie komposisie maak die "nerd" in my vreeslik gelukkig.